Trying hard to believe this

Having a hard week and most of that is because my mind just wants to throw all my issues with my body and my gender in my face when I catch myself in the mirror, or doing femme things in public, and so forth.

I just wish it could be easier. That I didn't feel like who I am isn't who I want to be.

Late Night Call

Kybele Collection: Mr. Hoppy

Ample Distractions

Made For Me

People I Adore: Chloe Vevrier

When I think voluptuous and sensual there is one name that always pops into my head: Chloe Vevrier. She is absolutely gorgeous to me and when I think about the kind of body I wish I had it hers is what I want to see. In my dreams and fantasies I've been her many times and every second of it was heavenly. Her  ample breasts, her sexy curves, that is what I want. If I had one wish right now it would be to have a body like hers and that is why I adore her. 

Worth a Thousand Words: Silhouette

This is the kind of body I want. A body that just screams "womanly." The very essence of her curves, her shape, immediately lets you know
how beautiful and powerful she truly is without needing to see any
more.

To have that is something I crave desperately. To look into a mirror and see the shape of me and know I am what I want to be.

Image found via thislifeofhers.

Things I Adore: Shaved Legs

I love, love, love the feel of having freshly shaved legs.

I took the time to do mine for the first time in a while today and it just feels so sexy and feminine to have smooth, silky legs even if I know it won't last too terribly long.

What I'd give to have no pesky body hair to deal with; to be hairless and smooth all the time.  It is something I'd give practically anything for.

Hot Oil

A Change of Luck

That Sweet Smell

The Elder's Thrall

The Bidding Process

An Endless High

Making up for last month

So hopefully the flood of posts today kind of makes up for my not posting any captions for over a month. ;)

As I was working on these today I thought it might be a good idea for me to set a goal to try and do at least one caption a week. I think sticking to that wouldn't be hard and would help remind me to update this site more often. Just something I'm kicking around and will likely try to make myself do.

By the way, if you like the captions I'm doing people leave some comments! I love getting comments and feedback and seeing what people have to say about my captions. It lets me know that people enjoy them and what kind of stuff they enjoy that way I can do more captions in that style.

Hold Me

Kybele Collection: Vali's Knocker

Behind Those Eyes

The Kybele Collection: The Bathory

Unfortunate Realization

A Hazardous Waste

Lost in Reflection

People I Adore: Ella

I'm utterly mad for everything in this video.

It has one of my absolute favorite songs ever ('Born a Girl' by the Manic Street Preachers), it has an Alice in Wonderland-style dress (Pretty!), and it has EllaUK in it who is completely gorgeous. I mean honestly, I would kill to look half as good as she does. I don't think I've ever looked so lovely en femme despite always wishing I could.

I swear I pretty much fell in love with Ella when I saw this video for the first time.  If you don't know her, take a moment to check out her blog. She's an awesome girl and I *heart* her. Much love for Ella. :)

I didn't vanish forever! Honest!

Hi all,

Sorry I haven't posted anything new in a few weeks but it has been a crazy month or so. Work was getting scarcer, money was getting tight, I went through a bad Valentines, a really bad twenty-*coughcough*-th birthday, started getting really depressed, and then found out I may be forced to move soon. Just seemed like it was one thing after another. Meh!

Things are finally getting semi-stable again (for the most part) and I feel a bit better lately than I have. No worries I'll get it all sorted out. My life tends to be a complete whirlwind lately and I'm getting use to riding it out.

I feel so bad that I got this far behind but I promise I'll try to start making it up this week as I should have a bit of free time to work on some new captions.  I also just want to post here more regularly in general to vent a lot of things that go through my mind. Such as seriously considering HRT and living more openly as the woman I am inside.

Anyway, my apologizes to any fans of my work. I promise I won't up and vanish again seemingly forever (I totally swear!). I know it seems silly but I worry people write me off because of it, not that I think most people even remember that I did it in the first place. Bad impressions are so annoying. Meh x2!

Ok enough rambling. I know I'm bad about it. Just wanted to let everyone know what was up!