March 30, 2010

Trying hard to believe this

Having a hard week and most of that is because my mind just wants to throw all my issues with my body and my gender in my face when I catch myself in the mirror, or doing femme things in public, and so forth.

I just wish it could be easier. That I didn't feel like who I am isn't who I want to be.


  1. I'm sorry to hear you're having a hard time, Emberwilde. I hope the book's right and you can be happy with who you are... I think everybody can be, eventually. Just keep your chin up.


    - PapaDragon

  2. Sorry to hear about your rough time. I feel your pain. I know that pain all to well. I wish it were easier too...

    I don't know how much help I can be, but if you ever need a person to talk to, to just ya know let things out, I can be there for ya. Just email me.

  3. @PapaDragon and @Isobelle thank you both very much. Feeling a better more grounded this week, probably because I've been crazy busy with work and preparing to move.